Am bay bay, I have been finding it more sad than ever that I didn't get the rest of my life to know you and who you would become. I didn't get 7th grade through my entire senior year with you. I only got a few months. Those few months changed my life. If it hadn't been for being with you and Allison, I would've never found closure with anything else I had been going through. You are my angel and I don't know where I would be without knowing you. I know you'd be telling me to shut up right now because I was acting silly, and you'd tell me to stop crying. One day, I might be able to go a day without crying, without the pain....but I'll never forget you baby. Thank you for being apart of my life, I love you...always <3
and she always knew how to cheer me up. We hung out alot during the summer before our freshman year. That same summer, me and Amber decided to go out to her creek behind her house. Me, being the clutz that I am, fell into the creek. Amber ran up the hill and burst into someones house without even knocking! She was so worried about me. She was so brave that day and if she wasnt so brave I might not even be here now. I always called Amber my hero after that and I meant it. I wish i couldve been Amber's hero Saturday. I remember when last year i would bring my mom's chex mix into biology class and thats all me and Amber would do. We would eat our chex mix and talk about life. She would always say "A fat girls gotta eat!" even though she was so little. Amber was such a wonderful friend and its going to take me awhile to understand that she is not here anymore. But she has given me some great momories to help ease the pain.
Love Always and Forever, Erin Saylor